heartache!!!

my heart reli pain...i vry afraid...i reli dun hav much courage...........i dun wan 2 knw anyting abt hui, i cant go on anymor....yest i sent a msg 2 him, n digi sent bec a msg 2 me said dat his number is switched out of digi n no longer in my family n frens..i so sad n started 2 tink alot..i tink mayb is he want 2 avoid me from calling him or wat...arhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........so pain..i reli wan 2 c him...
i owes hope i can in hospital agn..no matter is accident or wat...i oso hope someting happen 2 me..i knw wat i tink is ridiculous, bt dis is bcoz i reli wish 2 c hui agn....only lik dis i can him gok...bcoz of him i rela seksa diri...am i a fool ??

suddenly so miss him...

just nw i take my amoi de hp 2 c bec the msg, some of the msg dat is still left,from kim and hui..after seeing those msg, i miss kim so much..i miss the time when we just started 2 get 2 knw each other....mayb we ever got a wrong concept at 1st..o wrong mind at 1st...bt it just sekelip mata...kita mempunyai perasaan yg tidak mgkn wujud,...nw, it all pass ord....at the end, my heart is stil at hui ther n now u gt someone u lik as well....i knw we gt gap ord....the feeling at 1st hard 2 find bec ord....bt i relly miss u nw....hehe....anyway, in my heart stil got u de...bt hui is the most important one....