conflicts!!

Last time talk abt Kim apperance, nw wan did a little bit update abt him...
im a gal dat r easy 2 fall in love, so when i start 2 feel a bit different wit kim, i start 2 remind myself the one i lik the most is hui....so dis is how i keep covered my feeling 2 kim n try 2 pull myself up for all dis while...and oso keep telling myself i n him cannot be 2gehter...well, i can say i sucess half, coz nw i trapped inside the love matter wit hui, i cant pull myself up anymor...i feel so much pain n sad...tears will roll down everytime i tink of him o listen 2 songs...b4 sleep n when wake up i tink of him n make me feel heartache...nw i duno wat 2 do, i just simply cant stand it anymor.....
2day i n kim talk so clear dat he say he never lik me o even tink abt it..he even say if i love him, he wil do wat hui did....me feel a bit not happy bt nt as sad as wit hui...coz wat i do since the beginning is correct, i n him cant be 2gehter,....bt, i hope dis din affect our frenship.....
i duno im keep lying myself nw o just wanna covered everyting... actually i do feel uneasy o dissapointed when kim say so.......................
i reli hope 2 disappear....reli vry vry suffering.............arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............i dun wan involved in love anymor...